Temptation.......

Weird how one little argument can set into action a series of actions that at the end of the day leave you questioning whether or not you love him, there's not doubt in my mind that I love him it's just that sometimes i have this thing where if I see someone that looks even a little better than what i got then I'll run after him and follow blindly.....See that's the case now I want something but Brandon holds me back and that's good thing because I don't want to lose him.....I love him but maybe I just need a break and so I can figure out what my feelings are and why I'm doing this to myself.....I wish I could talk to him but Mom cut Leon's phone off and then I know we're in trouble because Leon wasn't suppose to be at Chris's house and so we ended up spending the night here due to Chris's amazing mom. I wonder what the world holds in store for me and My love..........