Well in the end we all fall.....

okay so well Brandon asked me out and well yay for me lol but then it all went down hill when i talked to my grandma, she thinks I'm living with her sister and that I'm living across the street.......Yea her Dementia has gotten worse and i can't be with her because my dumb cunt of a mother is the thing that's holding me back...i swear to god.......i just want to kill her, if she were to die then i doubt I'd even shed a tear for her fucking ass. My mom is the one obstacle
that stands in my way of my brother, grandma, healing and most of all living. She is constantly there fucking my life up from afar....I hate her with all my heart. well the good thing is that I have a boyfriend and I'm happy thats all that matters to me ^_^ well besides my brothers and grandma......okay sooo like I'm going to wait for his call or IM and I'll be better because staying sad the whole night will be making my mom win and I will never let that bitch win.....EVER. I sat in the basement listening to "the Black Parade" because that is the closest thing to having my grandma next to me..........well i guess this is good bye for now